Then I see you standing there, wanting more from me, and all I can do is try.
Monday, October 15, 2012 | 7:20 AM | 0 comments
Don’t say goodbye, you are my everything to me,
My tired days only look for you,
Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,
You are my love, you are my soul
My tired days only look for you,
Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,
You are my love, you are my soul
——Don't say goodbye/DBSK
It's 10.09PM now.
I really should be getting some sleep, considering the fact that there's school tmr.
BUT I REALLY CANNOT SLEEP. I CAN'T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT NOW.
Ughh, one of the things I hate most is to get my results back.
If I screw it up, I'll cry. LIKE REALLY CRY.
And they put PE before checking the papers. WHAT THE HELLLLLL.
Omg, I can't do anything peacefully right now.
KNOWING THAT I'M GETTING MY ENGLISH AND SCIENCE PAPER TMR. OMG, SCIENCESCIENCESCIENCE. CRAP, I SCREWED THAT UP THE MOST. I'M FREAKING PRESSURIZED BY EVERYONE AROUND ME. UGH, I CANNOT EVEN EXPLAIN THIS. WHAT HAPPENS IF I DON'T REACH THE EXPECTATIONS OF OTHERS. CONFIDENCE IS SOMETHING WHICH I NEED DEEPLY RIGHT NOW.
I can continue with this long rant but I think I shall just stop here and try to calm myself down.
-CROSS FINGERS- PLEASE TELL ME I DID WELL.
Wish me luck.
And dear god, please help me through this.
Thank you.
