I feel like I can fall into your moist eyes, I get intoxicated by your electrifying scent.
Friday, October 5, 2012 | 9:11 AM | 0 comments
I already know you’re soft at heart.
You waited and you tried – tell it to my heart.
When you’re struggling, just tell me.
——I'll be there/Spica
I don't know what to say. It feels like a dream or nightmare, I can't even define it.
Everything is moving so quickly. It's already the 5th of October, exams are going to be over in a weeks' time and in 20 days, the holidays are going to start.
So yeahh, I had my farewell party for Ms Snider today. I can't believe it, we're not going to see her anymore. I always looked forward for English lessons because of her. She's so cute and funny(": Thinking about her just makes me tear up. The party was awesome though it was lacking in many ways. Haha, we didn't have forks, spoons, plates and there wasn't a lot of of food but it was awesome!(:
Special thanks to all those who contributed to the food hehe. Amnah's noodles, Lala and Mr Bent's pizzas, Jamie's drinks, Fee's cups, Daniella's chips, my marshmallows and Stella's I-forgot-what hehe~
Not everyone was there at the party but whatever, they missed out a lot hahah. The amount of tears omg. I couldn't stand it too and started crying. At the end, with Rach Wee, Van Lim, Qian, Rae, Lala, Aysha, Amnah, Monicka, Lee Yeh, Van Wong. Most of us started crying and all of us took turns to hug Ms Snider. Ms Nufail forgot about the party so she only came at the end but at least she was there hahah(:
Ms Snider was told me that I was a rlly good chair and that she would miss me a lot. And that was when I couldn't take it and broke down lol. Haishh, then everyone started crying. Haha, when I was crying, Lala screamed at Van Wong,"Hug. Her. Now." Hahah, when Ms Nufail and Ms Snider heard it, they kept laughing.
Then when Ms Snider wanted to hug Van Wong, Van Wong kept avoiding it and Ms Nufail tried to imitate Lala and said,"Hug. Her. Now." Hahha but in the end, Van Wong did hug her(:
Uhh, oh and Amnah's proposal. Hahha, it was so cute, she knelt down and gave flowers to Ms Snider. We were clapping and screaming so loudly we got scolded by the teachers taking the listening compre exams haha.
Ohh and when Mr Bent came over to say his last goodbye to Ms Snider, we kept screaming at them to hug lolol. Then Mr Bent go lie and say his cousins studied with one of the members of 1 Direction. All of us believed him until Ms Snider said that she was lying lol. Qian and Van Lim were spazzing so hard.
Haha, so yupp, after all the patying, we cried la. I just couldn't take it omg. The thoughts and everything. All the choices which I need to make is totally stressing me out. EOYs are totally not helping and considering the feelings of everyone around me, it's hard.
And for you, I have so many things that I want to tell you. I rlly cherish our friendship. I don't know how fragile or how strong it is but I just want you to know that I won't give it up so easily. I'm sorry for all the times when I'm freaking annoying and insensitive. I blame myself for all the foolish thoughts, words and actions. I believe you should know me better. It's not that I don't trust you. It's that I care too much and I'm not willing to sacrifice it or even take the risk. I hope you'll understand that. Just don't ignore me. You can tell me if you're pissed or angry with me, just let me know how you feel okay. You're the closest friend I ever had and I can't live with this guilt because it concerns you.
It's complicated.
Well, shall leave off with happy pictures.
I need to get myself happy.
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Ms Snider gave me this and told me it gives me a sense of identity <3
Lala's regular pizza.
Well, shall leave off with happy pictures.
I need to get myself happy.
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Ms Snider gave me this and told me it gives me a sense of identity <3
Lala's regular pizza.
Beautiful Ang Moh family haha.
Group photo(:
Woot, my lovely babies.
Woot, my lovely babies.
I LOVE 206'12 DESPITE EVERYTHING ELSE HEHE.
Picture credits to Raeeee (:
