I love you more than anything.

Getting married and living happily – do that with me.

I’ll hold you tightly so you won’t blow away in the wind.

When it’s cold, I’ll take off my jacket for you and hold you tight.

——If you love me/ NS Yoon-ji (feat Jay Park)

Wheeee, I'm back from Gold Coast. It was hell loads of fun, I swear. (:
I'll blog about it soon. <:

So yupp, I bought my school uniform as well as books for tjc already. Honestly, I never felt so self-concious of my body before. Recently, I'll just stare at the mirror and feel horrible. And horrible is just an understatement. I feel like this fat lump of shit omgg. Well, I guess I'll just live with it until I decide to do something about it. :/ But for now, I'll just live with my self-esteem at rock bottom bleh.

I can't believe I'm actually worried about life next year. It scares me just thinking about it. The people there, how everything just changes 180 degrees. Just when I settled down having this clique where I'm genuinely happy with, I have to find freaking new friends again. And I seem to have some issues with that. Or not, I can just loner and die off by myself. My life is utter hell right now and I have this feeling, next year won't get better. Just my luck.

And recently, well yesterday to be exact, I started reading this book, Personal Demons by Lisa Desrochers. If you had to choose between heaven and hell, which would it be? Literally choosing Angel Gabriel or Devil Lucifer. Well, I'm not done with the book yet, but so far, it's awesomee. (:

Peace so profound I can't even remember hate or anger or pain. And love, limitless and unconditional.

I'll update soon. Bye.
And I think I'm starting to like one direction more than I should. Louis Tomlinson is... well, very goodlooking.