You come to me at night, but disappear in the morning.
Friday, February 22, 2013 | 6:14 AM | 0 comments
If only I can erase you with an eraser
I want to erase you a hundred times over
But our love is engraved on my heart like a tattoo
So no matter how much I try, it can’t be erased.
I want to erase you a hundred times over
But our love is engraved on my heart like a tattoo
So no matter how much I try, it can’t be erased.
——Eraser/Ali
Well, isn't life screwed.
It's coming to the end of February and I still feel like killing myself. Ughh, I just have to make it past this week but I can't even face it. Everything is so demoralizing, academics or not. This is so pressurizing and stressful. >: Looking at the big picture, I try to tell myself everything will turn out fine. But that will only lead to me being complacent. Both ways, I'm screwed. Like seriously. The upcoming LA and Humanities exam just has to fall on the same day. And I just can't find time to study. I can't believe I'm just keeping my aim at a 'pass'. In KC, everything was so straightforward. And it was so much easier. Whether it's for me to catch up or for me to learn something new. But now, everything just changed 180 degrees. And omg, you're not helping. You're actually making it worse. I can't even explain how I feel.
Ugh omg, I'm getting a headache.
I'm telling you.
All this shit. Sucks.
Bye.
