I’m falling into something real and I can’t stop me.
I’m knocking over everything and you just caught me.
From start to finish I promise I’m in this.
Just wanna let you know, yo I’m falling like a domino.
—— Domino / Brian Joo

In less than 12 hours time, I'm going to be on my way to Japan. <:
I'm so excited for it, I just can't stop squirming about.
I've been looking forward to this trip for the longest time ever omg and it's finally here.
Life has been pretty great for the past two weeks. Being in Malaysia really took my mind off my academics and basically everything school related I actually felt relaxed. I've been stressing over so many things over the past 6 months and these two weeks really allowed me to throw all these aside.
And flying off the Japan for the next 10 days sounds so freaking exciting already. :)
Hehe, so hope I have fun and also to stay safe heh.

Bye.







ohmygod.
honestly.
i'm in tears.
fml.

//140823
This is one night which I would never ever ever forget gosh.
Yes, I'm finally blogging after like 2 whole months of being inactive. And it's time to  blog about exo concert omg. Honestly, I'm not actually a great fan of exo. I mean Luhan is flipping hot but he's the only reason why I like exo. But after their concert, which was absolutely amazing, I have to admit they are all pretty damn hot.
We woke up really early on that day even though the concert started at 7pm. We reached at like 11am or something idek. But it took us a while to find Kallang Wave so yepp, by the time we reached, it was 12pm. We barely ate anything throughout the entire day, we skipped lunch and all, had some bread and a granola bar. We went around collecting all the banners and lightsticks from 12pm to 3.30pm before queuing up to enter the stadium at 7pm. It was tiring as heck but after entering the stadium, everything just felt as though it was worth it. We spent the afternoon squeezing with people because of the arrival of the van and also queuing for all the stupidest things ever. But I still had a great time during the concert. The stage was huge but being in standing area D was just amazing.
I saw Kathleen, Sam Kwang, Geri and her friend, and my cousin there as well. It was such a great coincidence gosh.
So when we entered, it was filled with people so I decided to just calm myself down and stand at the little corner instead which was btw, a great spot cause they walked all over the stage and they were so so so fking close to my face. Especially Luhan, Tao, Sehun, Xiumin, Chanyeol omgomgomg. They spoke mostly in Chinese so that was a most definite plus point but I was just drooling over how hot they were to  pay any attention at anything they said haha.
I really liked their love, love, love performance though. It really showed off their vocals and it was just great.
Sehun came really upclose :')
It was just a perfect night and I never felt this excited or hyped up ever.
So, it doesn't matter whether exo is 12 or 11 or 10, because I will be supporting them till the very end.

The amazingly huge stage

this is a horrible photo but my hands were literally shaking.

Chanyeol was so flipping close omg wtf.

Xiumin was so adorable omgomgomg.

Baekhyun.

Best photos of the night. Sehun.

有一天我發現這些年美好的畫面
就像是馬卡龍鮮豔香又甜
從來都不曾改變 這一切
細數著 手機裡合照的每一次紀念
一遍又一遍 愛情離得多遠 眼淚就有多鹹
——爱存在/ 王诗安
I'm not going to be affected by what she says because I know it's not true. I'm going to continue to be myself and ignore everything that is not true.
Everything will be okay because I sill have a group of friends I can lean on.
I'm going to be okay. I will be okay. I have to be okay.

You know, the weirdest thing is that I'm not even angered by everything she said. I just don't know how to face her tomorrow. No, I don't even know what to do now. Will everything turn out to be okay eventually? It's all so confusing yknow. It all comes down to me right. Choosing who to trust and who not to.Whatever she says, there's truth in it. Honestly, I'm a bitch and yes I know that. But that's me and I'm not going to change me. Not for her, not for anyone else.

I really want to wake up to realise that it's just a horrible nightmare. And that everything else is okay. And that I'm, for once, not a burden to someone else's life and causing nothing but more shit to them.

Now, I'm just really tired.
And really sorry.
And really upset.
And really angry.

I'm really stupid.

Goodnight.

"Don't cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you." - Lauren Conrad. 

Thank you.

一起在歲月裡面酌不完的酒

不管現在未來我們成不成功

此刻的擁有 是我的身邊

還有你們這些朋友

—— 过来人/ 谢和弦

Hi all, long time no see.
Life has been shitty.
EXCEPT FOR 16.04.2014.
Celebrated my birthday with my lovely 宝贝s. MUACKS.
Their suprises were all so cute heheh. Couldn't stop thinking about them sigh, they really made my day. Hmm, it started off with Eaten's really sweet and cute message at like 8pm the previous night lol, then Isabel calling me and screaming "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" into my ear. It was so cute hehe, and Chin bb whatsapp-ing into cohort group wishing me as well. Sigh, all the wishes were all so sweet. :') Sigh, really can't express my gratefulness into words.

But after going to school, omgosh had PE. ._. It was horrible. I ran so much and I was sweating like mad after. BUT, DURING BREAK KERRYN AND NATALIE STARTED BLINDFOLDING ME AND DRAGGING ME ALL THE WAY TO THE CANTEEN. Hahah, they were so adorable. Then they surprised me with this really yummy cake from Hans ((WITH WHIP CREAM ON TOP)). Yupp, so Clarisse decided to smear the whipcream on my forehead, yes thank you wuhu. Which eventually led to this whole whipcream fight. Despite the fact that I got realllllly dirty after that, I still enjoyed myself. A lot, in fact.

Natalie. Kerryn. Shannon. Clarisse. Sohwon. Sammy. Cass. Chin. BELLA.
Really thank you and I love you guys to bits okay!!

Oh then birthday presents. YAY, I REALLY LOVE EVERYTHING SO THANK YOU ALL AS WELL. HEHEHE.

So yupp, my sweet sixteen was reallyreally sweet.
And it was all thanks to every single one of you, even if its just a simple birthday wish.
It still made me feel loved.
Thank you. <3





我想我需要時間
讓你我都可以了解
每天送糖果讓你感覺很甜
就算一輩子你沒發覺
我只想在你身邊
不想改變
——我想我需要时间/Spexial

Yay, Happy CNY eve everyone. :)
January has been one bloody month sigh.
Well, but in the midst of meeting the many deadlines and studying for 100000+ tests, we had our COHORT BBQ. I had the best night of my life so far. I could actually stop worrying about all the shit happening in my life and just focus on having fun.

So on 18th of January, after Go Green Day. I went over to Ningyih's house at around 4+. She took forever to bathe lol mygod. Then we met up with Chin and Shannon and we went to Nex to pick up some people la. After that we went back to Shannon's house. Her sister is so cute hehehe. So after the guys setup the BBQ pit (they took forever and uhm, they quarreled a lot. Andrew, you burden), I started cooking the chicken + sausages + satays with Chin. I was like  a freaking professional chef pls - proud proud- Then many many people came, so we eat and eat, then play and play hahah. Andrew is freaking entertaining. His stupid 'how many meh meh jump over the wall?' bullshit drove us crazy. I'm so slow, I cannot even. And the 'johnny whoosh' as well as ' fuzzy wuzzy' crap la. It was so childish but we still had lots of fun hehe.  Ohh then we had sparkling juice which tasted shoooo good. So after I got tired/lazy, I just stopped cooking and started to take many many Polaroids omg.

So yeah, even though I only stayed for 4 hours, it was still the best 4 hours of 2014. I cannot thank Shannon enough for organizing this and although not the whole cohort attended, I still felt as though the whole cohort bonded closer together. :') I hope we will have another cohort event together hehe, it will be of so much fun omgosh.

lub you guys so much IP4'14.