有一天我發現這些年美好的畫面
就像是馬卡龍鮮豔香又甜
從來都不曾改變 這一切
細數著 手機裡合照的每一次紀念
一遍又一遍 愛情離得多遠 眼淚就有多鹹
——爱存在/ 王诗安
I'm not going to be affected by what she says because I know it's not true. I'm going to continue to be myself and ignore everything that is not true.
Everything will be okay because I sill have a group of friends I can lean on.
I'm going to be okay. I will be okay. I have to be okay.

You know, the weirdest thing is that I'm not even angered by everything she said. I just don't know how to face her tomorrow. No, I don't even know what to do now. Will everything turn out to be okay eventually? It's all so confusing yknow. It all comes down to me right. Choosing who to trust and who not to.Whatever she says, there's truth in it. Honestly, I'm a bitch and yes I know that. But that's me and I'm not going to change me. Not for her, not for anyone else.

I really want to wake up to realise that it's just a horrible nightmare. And that everything else is okay. And that I'm, for once, not a burden to someone else's life and causing nothing but more shit to them.

Now, I'm just really tired.
And really sorry.
And really upset.
And really angry.

I'm really stupid.

Goodnight.

"Don't cry over someone who wouldn't cry over you." - Lauren Conrad. 

Thank you.